I wanted to let you all know that I am, in fact, still alive and well.
My silence last week was due to a family vacation with Shane's family. We spent the entire week camping at a state park!
It was a good time, but man, oh man, was it HOT. Over 100 degrees for the 6 out of 8 days we were there. Thankfully, while the cabin did not have air conditioning, our camper did.
We are home now, and we are EXHAUSTED! Lukey seems to be running a bit of a fever and I'm working on getting caught up on laundry.
If you are a praying person, would you mind praying for me?
My anxiety has been at an all time high this week. At one point, I was fully convinced that someone was going to break into our camper while we were sleeping, steal my children, and then murder me. It was so bad that I had to call my mother in law at the cabin and ask one of them to come and make sure there wasn't some dark figure hanging around the camper.
I'm also on edge because of Lukey's fever. After a quick trip to the grocery store tonight (in which I didn't bring my phone with me) I was convinced that Shane was going to have to get a hold of me because Luke stopped breathing or something ridiculous.
It's been a rough week for anxiety and have been taking my medication as I need it. This is just one part of me that I am trying to learn to live with since Joshua died. It's a part of my life that I hate. It makes me miserable, and I know it's completely irrational, but I can't control it. :o(
I appreciate your prayers. If I can ever pray for you, please don't hesitate to email or leave a comment!
And on another note, our house now has windows, doors, and a garage door! It's coming right along! next up? Rough plumbing, rough heating and cooling, and rough electrical! I can't wait!!!